Currently Listening Now That's What I Call Music! 7 By Various Artists see related

my xanga is coming to an end...

im out of time to deal with updatin it regularly. 

i did get a puppy last weekend.  and the friend drama is kinda fizzled out.  

my friend got the prettiest horse ever!!  its a lil shy tho.  lol

im hot and gross!! gonna chill on the couch with the ac and take a shower in a bit

Currently Listening Take This to Your Grave By Fall Out Boy see related

the whole me verses x best friend is now on for war.  its one thing to talk trash about me to others our age, its another when the whole farm is in on it and mostly on her side it seems. 

another thing that botherd me today was that she promised kelsey (who's leasing my horse from me) to take her on a trail ride.  that would have been fine but mondays and wednessdays i take the babies out on the trails and i need radar as the lead pony for them to learn from.  its not like mischief is a good role model.  it wouldnt have bothered me until the x best friend told kelsey to just take radar from me and go and not let me tell her no.  and then she said if i said no, she'd come down and throw a fucking fit about it.  but she was stupid enough to say this where my sister could hear the whole fucking thing.  whats worse is my other supposed friend just joined right in with her.

id really like to kno what the fuck it is i did.  i did nothing mean to her or anything like that. it seems that she just randomly decided that she hates me and im just a pile of shit.

the world is against me and the one person that can make me feel better is away on vacation states away.

i think the entire world is out to get me.  all i wanted was a simple, drama free life and what did i get?.... the complete opposite.  Where to start.....................

the whole summer has pretty much sucked.  i hate to say it but the like 3 times ive seen mike have been the brighter points so far. 

there was the camp from hell for 2 weeks with the most obnoxious kids EVER!!! think of your most annoying relative (thats a kid) and multiply it by like 100.  im so burnt out from workin those camps that i dont even look forward to goin to the barn anymore.  i dred goin.  im almost tempted to just stop coming for a few months and see if anyone notices.  i doubt anyone would.  maybe only 2 people would miss me. 

since when do so called best friends backstab eachother and spread stupid lies about eachother behind their backs and it be okay???  apparently thats the like big thing to do now.  one minute she can be telling my other close friends that im a complete bitch and i stole her bridle and blah blah blah (by the way the bridle is mine and i let her borrow it but by the like 10th time i saw it laying out overnight, i decided to take it bak cuz its like a $180 bridle that was a gift to me from a friend) then the next minute, she invites me to a movie!!!!!  is it just me or is there something wrong with that picture?!?

shes got like the entire barn against me except for 2 maybe 3 people.  one of which i thought i was never goin to talk to again but guess what, she too was a victim of my "best friend"s lies. 

if that wasnt enough to deal with, our new rabbit, gympy, was attacked by a cat like a month ago.  she had a $400 surgery plus antibiotics to deal with.  a week ago she could finally get off the antibiotics.  now she went bak to the vet to check on her leg that she broke while bein attacked to see if it was fixable.  apparently its not and the vet said the best thing to do was to put her down.  we dont wanna put her down so we're gonna take her bak to the barn and talk to my mom about keepin her at the house during the winter so she wont be cold.  and in the summer she gets to hang out in tina's house in the air conditioning.

i cried almost the entire way home from the barn today.  and when i got it under control, my dad came home and it started up again cuz i had to tell him what all was goin on so he'd kno not to mess with leener cuz shes upset about her bunny and the "best friend"

Currently Listening Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson see related

boys suck soo much!!  for those that dont kno, i got bak with michael but with certain rules.  one was that he couldnt make me so mad anymore.  well he already is screwin that one up.  he rolled his truck a few weeks ago and didnt tell me until almost a week later.  then tonight we were gonna go to a movie but then his mom didnt let him cuz of the whole accident thing but thats not what made me mad at him.  he said we'd probly be able to just hang out at his house and watch a movie and that he'd call me bak right after he called his mom.  that was at like 4:30.  now its almost 11 and still no call back.  all i wanted was a call to let me know if i was coming over or not but nothing.  i left the barn and came home to shower and get ready for nothing.  i've texted him and called him a few times now and no response at all.  this is shitty. 

i cant take it anymore! 

Currently Listening Love Metal By Him see related

wow i havent been on here in a while!  that symbol for those of you that dont know is a heartogram for a band called HIM.  they have a new album comin out soon and asked people to help promote it.